where the river flows

You know there are some prayers He answers but you are like “WHENNNN, why not now??”; there are also some prayers that don’t get answered  simply because its not His will. But there are also some that He answers almost immediately, especially when you least expect it.

This morning, i was just talking to God and [...]

This retreat was only short two days, but Gd has shown me SO much…this alone makes my decision to stay in Shanghai for my half-gap year worth while.

The one-on-one time we spent with Gd on the first day was one of the highlights of the retreat. It made me reflect on the past year. However, [...]

(Wrote: April 12, 2009; happened: April 2009)

Thirst 2009 is the retreat when i engaged the holy spirit (aka Mr. H.S) for the first time, my whole body trembled and it almost felt numb. even though i struggled at first, the power of the holy spirit was overpowering. i heard a faint voice, joey’s voice, whispering [...]

As the day creeps closer, I slowly realize my impending departure from this land of gray skies and polluted air, starless nights, shameless spittings, and fearless driving.

Where was I to go next?

A land of blue skies and amazing beaches, clean air, and exciting college life. But why am i not as excited and eager as [...]